F 1 D 0 - 2005 01 25 at 0400 The Will to Power 1. Nihilism: A Point of departure: it is an error to consider "social distress" or "physiological degeneration" or, worse, corruption, as the cause 2. The end of Christianity--at the hands of its own morality 3. Skepticism regarding morality is what is decisive. 4. Against "meaninglessness"; Residues of value judgments are found everywhere in socialistic and positivistic systems. Astrid's visit to Toronto was an exercise of her will to power, to see how much she could get, how far she could push limits, how much sympathy she could engender. - - Let me introduce some people. Astrid Cecilia Sandoval and Jennie Ida Forsyth-Fiorito. I met them both in Toronto. They arrived to visit me, citing problems at their parent's home in Ft Lauderdale. They are - the same person. She talked about money trouble, and had a legitimate excuse for requiring me to purchase her ticket to Toronto. To her credit, she paid for this promptly. She also needed help getting back home, and craved cigarettes and many bottles of Tylenol-1 pills. I'm waiting for at least 350.00 for these expenses. If you meet one of these people online, beware. She will quickly put you at ease, and make you feel comfortable, that you've found someone you have been looking for, and that she has as well. Mind games will become a problem in the end. She is well skilled in science as a pharmacist, and knows drugs and street skills more than she lets on. She is a talented and friendly guest, making her the ideal "Con Man". The contant changes in the facts she tells causes waves of concern, forgiveness, confusion and then concern again. She could be seeking such a reaction, a Mind Fcuk. She has a knack for mimicking symptoms, and presenting herself to doctors so that she gets pretty much any prescription product available. Her multiple identifications are useful when the pills run out too quickly. Astrid insists she doesn't use them: she gives them to her brothers and her oldest best friend, Tammy. But when you meet her, she often shows symptoms of drug use or withdrawal, including fatigue, an inability to eat, mumbling incomprehensible speech and has buckling pains half the time. When I first met her, she presented as very interested, very physical, very loving. She truly desires acceptance. She has quickly moved beyond interest in me, and continues sending messages of interest and lust to my room mate, Jeff, who has just about had quite enough of this drama. No surprise, she seems to have blocked my contacting her. - - Dear Reader, I will take this page down when the problems with Astrid stop. She has to quickly care for her expenses (just 350.00). She also has to stop contacting Jeff. The terrible charade that is going on must come to an end, or the following facts will be disclosed: I am posting the details of her visit here for the benefit of those thinking of meeting her. A search on Google will turn up this facts page when you search for her name. If the above brings no relief, information will be sent to security personnel at CVS and Walgreens about the fraud situation going on. Finally, if the problems aren't resolved, information about duplicate identities and exploited social security will be passed along to the US Dept of Justice, Homeland Security, and the Social Security anonymous tips hotline. - - Dear Astrid This information is private for you for the next 48 hours. It is 440am on 2005 January 25. After that I (or someone else) will link this page, so anyone who looks worldwide can see it. Google and other search engines will find this page in time. You must do the following 1. Stop all contact with Jeff Goebel. No more email, no more instant messaging. 2. Pay 350.00 to me promptly without further excuses. 3. No further dishonesty from you. On the other hand, care for all of this right away, and you should be able to go on with your usual life, just as you are accustomed. Dave